#maybe if these two went to therapy 😔

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𝚊𝚔𝚒𝚘 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚊𝚒𝚖𝚒'𝚜 𝚝𝟷 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚛𝚘𝚐𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗!

it's time for these two to answer some questions!

first of all, they will be answering 15 questions. i checked the canon prisoners' interrogations again and i noticed that for some reason haruka and yuno's t1 interrogations had 30 questions, but all other prisoners had only 15? so yeah, we'll be going with 15 questions to make my job easier jdkdldld.

most questions were taken from the canon interrogations and i came up with some questions as well.

these interrogations will reveal some info about the prisoners, like their families, friends, interests, what they did before arriving in milgram, etc. most questions and answers aren't that deep, however, some of them may reveal something about their crime that hasn't been mentioned in their mv or voice drama. it's up to you to figure out how important their answers are though <3

now, if you're wondering, can these characters lie in their voice dramas and interrogations?.. yes, they can. it would be too easy if everything they said was true, don't you think so? don't worry though, what they say is true most of the time and some characters will be completely honest with you.

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Q.01: Tell us about your family.

Akio: Me, father and mother. I'm an only child.

Aimi: Dad, mom, grandma, grandpa, my big brother and me! I love all of them a lot!

Q.02: Do you have any pets?

Akio: A pet hamster. Mother got him for me because she wanted "to help me feel less lonely" or something like that.

Aimi: Two dogs! They're so big and fluffy, I love them!

Q.03: Are you in any school clubs?

Akio: I left archery club after the president had to transfer to a different school and others refused to let me take his place because "I was too young". I wanted to join a different club but.. other students wouldn't let me for some reason.

Aimi: I tried to join many clubs in the past, but they always either had "too many members" or I was told that I should pick a different club that would be better for me :')

Q.04: What's your type?

Akio: I'm okay with anyone who's loyal enough to follow me everywhere and do everything I say. If they praise me a lot, that would be enough for me to become interested in them. I just want someone who can see how talented I really am.

Aimi: Huh, I've never thought about it before.. Honestly, I think I'd just want my partner to be my best friend too. It would be nice if they could protect me in case something happens, haha..

Q.05: Can you speak any language other than Japanese?

Akio: English and Korean. My mother is half-Korean, so I guess it's one of the reasons why it was easy for me to learn it.. It's not like I'm not smart enough to learn it without anyone's help!

Aimi: No :(

Q.06: Are you closer with male or female prisoners?

Akio: I hate all of them, but I always end up spending a lot of time with Kuroki for some reason. Guard 001's older brother also keeps trying to become friends with me. So.. Male prisoners, I guess? Talking to female prisoners is boring anyway.

Aimi: I'm friends with everyone here!.. Well, at least I hope that they think of me as their friend too. I want to be friends with you as well!

Q.07: Would you call yourself a good student?

Akio: I was the best student in my class, I thought you knew that.

Aimi: Not really :(

Q.08: What's your favorite food?

Akio: I didn't have much time to eat because of school, so I guess I'm okay with anything (something is crossed out) my mother cooks.

Aimi: It's hard to decide.. I'll go with sakuramochi!

Q.09: Do you have any hobbies?

Akio: .. Shouldn't studying be enough?

Aimi: Origami and watching movies with my big brother! Drawing is very fun too, though I'm not that good at it.

Q.010: Did you have any friends before Milgram?

Akio: Of course I did, didn't I tell you I was the most popular student in my school?

Aimi: .. I want to believe I did.

Q.011: What do you want to be when you grow up?

Akio: Someone famous and respected.

Aimi: I've never thought about it before and I don't really care.

Q.012: Are there any prisoners you can't stand?

Akio: Most of them, but especially Hanasaki and Yano. Himura is annoying too.

Aimi: What are you talking about, I love all of them!

Q.013: Do you have any special skills?

Akio: Honestly, the fact that someone as perfect as me exists can already be called a special skill.

Aimi: I don't think so? My classmates always told me that I'm good at making them laugh though.

Q.014: Would you say that your mental health is good?

Akio: I heard some guys from other class say that I'm so narcissistic, they thought there must be something wrong with me. Their words don't bother me, but the fact that my parents agree with them does worry me a bit.

Aimi: Umm, maybe? I wouldn't say I'm depressed or anything like that.. I have a loving family, two adorable pets and lots of friends, why would I be sad?

Q.015: Between ethics and emotion, which do you prioritize?

Akio: Emotions are useless and ethics don't matter to me. I just do what I think is most logical.

Aimi: I think both of them are important in their own way. I hate to say it, but sometimes I'm not the one who controls my emotions and it's actually my emotions that control me.

[rodolfoparras]

Tbh no idea why people hate omegaverse so much, it's so delicious in every way possible and there's so much storytelling potential that it's insane.

Also both you and Elijah have me going insane and feral with your posts today I'm just.... growling biting at the bars of my enclosure at baby trapping posts. And I've been thinking of pregnant Simon since you responded to my post last night and I'm haunted by how much I need him to have my baby. He'd look so beautiful too 😔

He just needs to retire and be my house husband and I'll take care of him and make sure he goes to therapy <3

-🔮

🔮 anonie you have thoughts going inside my head rn bc I can’t help but imagine ghost who’d never thought of having kids he wasn’t cut out to be a father according to him, and the only father he’s come across was the piece of shit he was related to and maybe even Price who has offered a helping hand whenever he needed it

But then he meets you and you’re so good around kids, whether it’s because you have one of your own or a younger sibling and he can’t help but imagine what it would like for the two of you to have one together

It’s insane it really is he understands that, he does dangerous work where he can’t guarantee he’ll be back in the morning, he’s not cut out for the role and besides the two of you have only been dating for a couple of months.

But everything changes one day when the two of you are out at the park with your nephew or younger sibling or kid in tow,

You’d ask ghost to watch over the kid while you went to get the three of you ice cream suddenly someone came up to him, told him what a lovely little family he has, even jokingly says how the two of you make handsome dads , but just as he’s about to correct the stranger you come up behind him with a bright smile on your face, thanking the stranger for their kind words before handing him his ice cream cone

“You’d make a great father you know?” You say staring ahead, where your nephew or whoever is climbing the monkey bars

He scoffs, but ducks his head to hide the blush on his face “doubt that”

You don’t push it any further, dropping the conversation and moving along to talking about something else but it doesn’t leave his head and all of a sudden he can’t help but imagine how he’d look with a bump, if the kid would have his or your eyes, and oh then there’s the way he’d find himself googling different types of positions in bed that would ensure the person got pregnant, he’s just doing research you know nothing serious, and more often than not he finds himself too lazy to take his birth control, keeping you inside him for hours because it’s comfortable and not because he’s hoping for something more.

And when he goes to take a pregnancy test that just so happens to be laying around in his bathroom and it turns out to be a positive one, he can’t help but feel an overwhelming amount of fear but also an overwhelming amount of joy because he knows with you by his side he can do just about anything

[lmelodie]

Have you ever seen all of our OC's in one room? Well now you have! I was thinking about a potential collab and then inspiration took over for once in a lifetime lol. I think this has two black cats and two golden retriever energy? Maybe? idk but I hope I clocked everyone's vibes correctly.

Elle belongs to @shittyelfwriter, Mel belongs to @kscribbs, and Jacqueline belongs to @safyresky. Rants under the cut!

I don't know how much of a friend group this really is, depending on how friendly Kills is that day, but it was super fun to roll around the group dynamic in my head.

I truly have no idea how functional this group actually is together, y'all are gonna have to collaborate your thoughts here, but as OVERPOWERED as they all are, the braincell situation is yet to be determined.

Also, this is the second time I've drawn Killian driving a car, which is kinda funny to me since he canonically cannot drive. Straight up doesn't know how, and yet he has been in charge of the motor vehicle twice now lol.

The group therapy idea SENT ME because EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THESE BITCHES has the most horrible trauma and ya put 'em in a room together and it sets EVERYONE back. They come out WORSE than when they went in.

In the very first image, Mel does have a book in her hand, but Elle is blocking the whole thing 😔. It was gonna be the How to be a "Bad Bitch" three volume collective set.

[mothmammoth]

No pressure if not, but do you happen to have any links/resources for that fatique management program that talks ab the sleep vs. rest thing? Google hasnt been a lot of help aside from pop science blogs and Tumblr wouldnt let me search your blog to see if you already posted something like this 😭😭

No specific links I'm afraid!

I live in the UK, and it was an NHS program recommended to me by my GP. If you're also in the UK then all I can say is to ask your doctor about it.

We had a series of six zoom meetings with two medical professionals and a bunch of us Long Covid people. One general doctor and one therapist. Kind of like a group therapy kind of thing?

We got an information packet thing that we went through and filled out over the course of the meetings. I'm afraid it's been over a year since then though so it's probably been thrown out. 😔

What I do remember is that we did like, a daily time sheet, logging our periods of activity. The categories were:

Sleep (sleep)

High activity (generally any like, physical activities)

Low activity (more low-key activities, including solely mental ones like puzzles, video games, anything making you Think About Stuff)

Rest (Do Nothing/Think Nothing time)

The idea was that we were trying to identify our own baselines for activity - the amount of stuff we could do without triggering post-exertional malaise. Also if we were actually getting enough rest throughout the day where we weren't actively using energy!

If you figure out your baseline, then you can head off getting into a 'peaks and troughs' pattern of overstretch -> crash -> feel better -> overstretch -> crash.

For rest, we were taught a variety of different relaxation and meditation techniques in the hopes that at least one of them might resonate with us. 'Rest' time doesn't have to be in like, solid blocks! They actually recommended to like, take breaks from whatever we might be doing maybe every 20 minutes or half hour and then just spend 5 minutes chilling, haha.

All of this is easier said than done of course. I have ADHD so turning my brain off for rest is uhhh Not Easy lmao.

Hope that helps?

[illmetkismet]

Do you think Leon stayed friends with Ashley after re4 ended? I hope my girl went to a therapy and lived out a better life after what happened to her 😭

She mentioned how she'd like to become an agent like Leon and help US but let's be real, she deserves better than to experience what Leon does 😔

I have two answers for that!

First, if I just look at it strictly canonically, I don't think so, unfortunately... I think Ashley wanted to keep him in her life, and that she really tried. They went through this messed up thing together and he's the reason she survived, and besides, she likes him! But.... As per my last sad Leon post, I don't think he allows himself to have people in his life at this point.

It might be a similar situation to what happened with Sherry after RE2 - where he could have had contact and a relationship with her, but he just kinda watched from afar. So I'm sure he kept tabs on Ashley and yeah, I do think she would've gone to therapy and lived a great life after Spain, and just like with Sherry, I think he would've been happy for her and proud, but I don't think he would've allowed himself to be part of her life, because he doesn't think he 'deserves' that.

I def agree that Ashley's not gonna become an agent! That remark from her was probably just the adrenaline talking lol... Realistically, like most rich kids I know, she probably became a lawyer, although she might do like, human rights or something. Go after corrupt corporations maybe?

Ok so that's if I think strictly canonically. But in the version of the canon that lives in my head where Luis lives, or even if he doesn't, and canon just continues to diverge along a slightly more optimistic path after re4r?? Then hell yeah, they keep in touch! Leon's experiences in Spain show him that things CAN be different, and you know what the key to that is? Fucking hope! Sheer white-knuckled determination to see a spot of good in a shitty situation. And in Spain, that was him saving Ashley.

I hope that they don't let that realization go to waste. That they take that little change from the OG and run with it. I hope that Leon texts back, picks up the phone when Ashley calls, has coffee with her, goes to her graduation, helps her move, spends the holidays with her family once in a while. I think doing that, allowing himself to keep that connection with her, would slowly pull him back from his self imposed emotional exile and help him see that he's still a person deserving of care and companionship, not just a human weapon. It might help him feel more at home in his own life, and it might keep him from the depressive alcoholism. Pls do that for me Capcom.... Pls.....

As always, thank u for the ask 🥰

[omormoment]

Do you have any fanfic recommendations? I'm fine with any. If you have sunflower fanfics recommend that will be awesome

I haven't read anything in a while because I'm in reading slump right now but I can still give some recommendations from the top of my head. I'll try to summarize the fanfic the best I can.

Btw spoilers for OMORI below

Swim Against The Tide by tsukithewolf: Post bad ending. Hero-centric. Main ship is HeroMari but there's background Photobomb and Suntan. Hero goes back in time and is trying his best to figure out the reason Sunny had a fight with Mari and trying to prevent the accident from occuring. While doing so, he decided to spend more time with his friends and understand them. This one is my favorite.

The Bridge by 00cat00: Sunny told everyone the truth and they all need time. But Sunny can't wait that long so he decided to jump from the hospital building. When he wakes up, he realized that he went back in time where Mari is still alive. One of my favorites too. This one got me really emotional especially at the end. Made me cry.

Endless Dreaming: It's in the middle of True Ending. Sunny was about to tell everyone the truth but he suddenly faints. Everytime he's about to tell the truth, he'll pass out. Omori and headspace isn't gone. Omori drags Sunny into headspace to hang out with him. Sorry Idk how to explain more, I don't really remember anything from this fic because it's been a while. But it's a really good read.

Yurushite by @/misty-wisp : Post true ending. But the gang didn't forgive Sunny and he moved away. Sunny started to sleepwalk and wake up in the middle of the night. Later on he found out that Omori is still here and the headspace is decaying. Sunny decided to investigate headspace. (Sorry if this isn't as accurate as possible I don't remember much >~<)

Dreamscape by @/omoriboii: I'll be honest with you here, I haven't read Dreamscape yet. Best I can summarize is this AU takes place in a virtual world in a game. It uses the beginning half of the canon leading up to the 'incident' then completely diverging from then on. (Sorry Omo I didn't do this recommendation justice😔)

Deep Sea Reprieve: Sunny found a baby mermaid. His name is Omori.

Magician in the mirror by @/aria0fgold : A short fic where little Sunny met a new friend who was in the mirror. He calls himself a magician and can grant his wish. Sweet friendship between the two.

Here are some sunflower fanfics I like:

They say, flowers are meant to be sunkissed by whitheredahlia: Basil-centric. Sunny moved away and lost contact with Basil. Four years had passed and Basil managed to recover from being abandoned yet again with the support system that is his childhood friends and years of therapy. Unfortunately for the flower boy, fate seemed to have other plans for him when he's met face to face with the person he's sharing his college dorm with. This is my all time favorite sunflower fanfic.

Bloom Later by witheredahlia: Sequel to 'they say, flowers are meant to be sunkissed'. Focus more about their relationship. From the description: 'Sure, maybe the boy he developed feelings for was also the same boy he committed a crime with, therefore trauma bonding them for life. But no one ever said every relationship starts out perfect, right?'

Flower Language by @/mirror-to-the-past: Basil centric. An AU where Basil never met the group and Mari is still alive. Basically an angsty delinquent Basil story where instead of cowering away when people picks on him, he fights back. Yes, he did meet the gang soon and developing bond with them. This is one of the earliest sunflower fic I found when I was new to OMORI.

Sunflower seeds in the rearview mirror: 'Sunny and Basil decide to go on a road trip before the Summer Everything Changed ends—too bad Sunny has no idea where they're going. The only thing he knows is he feels warm around Basil.' This one is from Sunny's perspective and he's an unreliable narrator. This fic is a fucking poetry, it made me cry. The emotional roller coaster it gave me. Also one of the earliest sunflower fic I found when I was new to OMORI.

[mebiselfandi]

Title: My Brother’s Keeper

Summary: Ney consoles a mysteriously quiet Vini.

Pairings: Neymar & Vini Jr

Tags: Team as family, hurt/comfort, allusions to racism if you squint

A/N: I swear guys, I am capable of writing something that isn’t hurt/comfort, I just have favoritism😔. But anyways I channeled all my sad girl feels into this one. Writing as free therapy>>>>>

All the players that had bothered to attend dinner ate in silence at the table. They were all worn out and in a very sullen mood. A great contrast to the hopeful atmosphere that had surrounded them when they’d gone out to play the match. Now they all sat together in sorrow as they picked at their food, the only sound in the room being forks lightly scraping against plates and the occasional tired sigh.

Eventually they all began to file out of the mess hall all muttering quiet good nights to each other, occasionally accompanied by a comforting hug. Neymar and Rafinha headed up to their room, lacking their usual loud laughter and non-stop banter.

Neymar let out a loud sigh as he flopped down on his bed and Rafa followed suit as he locked the door.

“Ney…” before he could go any further however there was a knock at the door. They both looked at each other.

“I’ll get it,” Neymar grumbled as he heaved himself off his bed. He shuffled towards the door and flung it open to come face to face with an apologetic looking Rodrygo, “Ro? What are you doing here?” Neymar couldn’t help the hint of confusion that entered his voice. Especially considering him and Vini had both supposedly gone to sleep as soon as the match was over. Both of them saying they weren’t hungry.

“Hi Ney, uh,” he paused as he searched for the right words, “it’s Vini. He’s not…talking.”

“What do you mean?” Neymar’s confusion was mounting and slowly growing into worry.

“He’s just been quiet. I thought maybe it’s cause he missed that pen but he just shook his head no when I asked him. I don’t know what to do.”

“Did you tell Thiago?”

“No. He said he doesn’t want him to worry.”

Neymar let out another loud sigh. Now he was definitely worried, “okay, I’ll go and see if I can find out what’s wrong with him.” He gave Rodrygo’s shoulder a comforting squeeze before shuffling past him. He closed the door as he watched Rodrygo sit on Rafa’s bed, striking up a quiet conversation with him.

He padded down the corridor until he reached Vini and Rodrygo’s room 2 doors down. He took in a breath and knocked on the door. There was no response as he’d expected but he proceeded to enter anyways, shutting the door behind him. There Vini sat on top of the covers, arms crossed and unseeing eyes faced towards the muted TV. The light from whatever show was playing cast his face in shadows, highlighting the lines of weariness on his face and making him appear older than he was.

“Vini?” Neymar asked as he walked to the edge of his bed and sat down next to him. He placed a comforting hand on his knee as the younger man finally turned to look towards him.

“I thought Ro went to get Thiago,” he said in a detached, faraway voice. It made Neymar frown slightly, hearing his usually loud and cheerful friend sound so dejected.

“No don’t worry. Thiago doesn’t know. He’s not coming,” Neymar could see Vini relax slightly at his words as he nodded his head lightly in understanding, “what’s wrong Vini?” He asked as he nudged his knuckles against Vini’s chin. However Vini just looked down and kept quiet, crossing his arms even tighter around his chest. So he tried something else, “are you okay?”

Vini just shook his head no then finally turned his head up to face him with two tearful eyes, “no,” he whispered, voice cracking. Neymar quickly sat next to him against the headboard and wrapped his arms around Vini as he wrapped his around Neymar. He rested his head on top of Vini’s as he buried his in Neymar’s chest. Neymar just held him as he took in a few shaky breaths trying not to let the tears fall.

“You don’t have to tell me what’s wrong. We can just stay like this,” he said quietly, pushing away his curiosity, “as long as you need,” he added as he pressed a kiss to Vini’s head. They continued to sit in silence. The light from the TV bathing them in dancing hues of reds and greens as Vini’s breathing evened out.

“How do you do it?” Vini asked in a small voice.

“Do what?”

“Ignore them.” Neymar wasn’t all too sure who ‘them’ was but he tried not to push Vini. “The fans, the media, all those comments.” And finally Neymar understood what had ruined Vini’s mood. Neymar had had his fair share of insults and threats thrown at him but the comments he heard directed towards Vini made him feel sick.

“I…you get used to it over time.”

“I don’t think I will. I’m not as strong as you Ney.”

“You will be maninho. I promise,” he squeezed Vini lightly as he tried to reassure him, “and you don’t have to do it alone. I’ll be here for you. No matter what.”

Vini nodded his head slightly as he sniffled lightly, “okay.”

“Besides, they’ll always have something to say but they don’t know you. I know you and I mean it when I say none of what they say is true. They’re just trying to get to you but you just have to learn how to block them out. Yes you might have missed the pen but mistakes happen. None of them could do what you do. Even at their best they’re nowhere near your worst. I can’t guarantee it will get better but I can promise I’ll be here for you.”

Vini nodded once more feeling much better than before, “thank you Ney.” He silently thanked Rodrygo for calling Neymar as he began to feel the weight of sleep catch up to him after the days events. He yawned lightly into Neymar’s chest as his eyelids began to feel heavy.

Neymar reached over to Rodrygo’s bed and pulled of the top blanket before wrapping it around the two of them, “sleep irmão,” he muttered quietly.

Vini let his eyes finally fall shut, the last thing he felt being a kiss to his forehead as Neymar rubbed his back soothingly.

For my darling sunshine @kevjrr 🌼🥹

[bredforloyalty]

after all that Love i must have my Hater Moment or Negative Nelly Time or whatever (this is a diary entry)

i do see a. broader pattern of downplaying the extent of rick's abuse and of the show sort of, falling under its own spell sometimes, in these last few seasons.. like look, isn't it inspiring that he's changing and going to therapy EUGH and isn't this what everyone wanted, now you don't have to sit through so much cruelty! yay! and then people buying into that, buying into good rick, crybaby backstory rick, and forgetting who his other half is and why they're like that and what holds them together. it feels wrong to me because i don't think that's how it should've been, something's missing, something's inconsistent, and i think it's the focus on morty and on how rick's fucked him up that just hasn't been there in the way that i wanted it to be 😔

like, people are gushing about rick's love and capacity for change because that's what the episodes have been about mostly, that's how it's been framed, and even in the 'inside the episode' they talk about how people are finally getting to see rick and diane interact and that they wanted her to be as smart and cool as rick etc etc. and i just. i think diane is only as important or interesting as she is important in the light of their relationship. when it stops being about the grooming rick and his grandson and starts being just about rick, when we start caring about rick's dead wife as a character, we're not on the right track lol

but that's just me!!! s6 and s7 occupy this dubious space in my mind where like, i'm happy the writing's more consistent but i wish it still had that spark or that bite or i don't know what, i enjoyed them overall but i wish i enjoyed them more, i wish the episodes other than the finales felt important and treated the rick-morty dynamic more like a cool rock they want to show me and less like an afterthought or something to be dealt with in the designated plot episodes. i wish i wish i wish

it's not even that i NEED rick to be the biggest cunt ever or to stay as awful as he used to be, i don't think that's it at least, i just don't like how they went about this shift in the family.. the moments that aren't as deliberately dramatic as the argument in the lightsaber episode for example really take away from the whole thing for me. like one minute they're cool and the next it's like oooh or are they cool tho?? maybe they aren't, we need to create problems to keep the show going so they aren't! but it doesn't feel like a natural evolution to me, definitely not all of it. and that's not a concrete thing that you can judge imo, but part of it is concrete, because i do want the abuse narrative to be what it is and for it to not shove anything under the rug. i'm not sure this is how morty would act, given all the things rick's done to him and with him, and so that makes me think the writers aren't primarily interested in exploring a character like morty. but why would they be, of course what they're primarily doing is trying to create consistent, fun television, trying to juggle 'canon' and 'episodic', write good jokes, please the long time fans, keep people watching

i can't help my cynicism: fear no mort was great, i'm still worried about the general direction though 🥴 and who knows, maybe the next season's going to recontextualize these last two for me, maybe the end of the entire show will allow me an interpretation that i can't afford right now. maybe there will be moments that will blow my tits clean off and make me feel insane!! but for now i feel like i've been feeding on scraps

[darklordofthesimp]

I’m the anon for the vacation ask, get in losers we’re going to the Bahamas

Listen, it’s time for everybody to get some therapy, especially my girl Bridy 😔✋

Bear with me, I’m not the best with words. I’m just slapping my thought one this interaction but I do like writing so any criticism is welcome <3 just don’t be mean about it cause I will cry

This is all before she says fuck it and decided to transfer, before she realizes that she will never be the same Birdy again, when she wants everything to go back to how things were before and all that jazz ✨

Ngl I think Birdy would want to go to therapy. I imagine she still tries to listen to that small logical side of her brain that is trying to hard to get her attention but is overshadowed by the trauma thats deeply rooted into it.

Plus side is that is limits her time to be anywhere near Köing (don’t worry, we may get to him later on)

But of course, that’s not how therapy works exactly

And that bitch is screaming at her to go to fucking therapy, get this shit fixed so she can go back to her old self.

The first session is going smoothly, after introductions it what pretty easy taking to them

The therapist, after seeing Birdy a bit reluctant, decided to share a bit about themselves.

Birdy learns that they have a wife and two children. After giving Birdy a picture of the family to look at, they ask Birdy about hers. (Idk Birdy’s family situation so we’re going to assume their dead for ✨plot✨)

“Do you ever want a family of your own?”

A snark escapes from Birdys mouth. In her line of work, she’d be luck to make it to her golden years (her luck is shit anyways)

I mean, yeah she thought of it. Dreamed of it in fact, but it’s a dream.

The therapist sees Birdy space out, so they decided to lead the conversation back to childhood memories.

(Again, idk Bridys backstory, if there’s one someone direct to to the right direction and I’ll revision this 👌)

Birdy told the therapist about her father serving in the military and he would be constantly deployed, so when she was back, she and her other three siblings would constantly fight over his attention. Being second to last, you would think that she would hardly be noticed

But her most fond memories at the times that she and her father would frequently go to the lake for fishing. And, maybe it because two of her siblings didn’t even know how to to swim properly, or that she was just a bit stronger then her brother and was able to pull bigger fishes then her and got all pissy about it so stop coming to the fishing trips altogether.

But that was basically her daddy-daughter time with him, it was really, really special to her

With happy memories of her father in her mind, she was going to continue with more stories when the therapist watched dinged, didn’t it dinged a bit ago

“That was really good, I’m happy we got really far in the first session”

What?

“I’m glad to hear good memories with your family.”

Huh?

“Maybe next time we can go over your relationships with your-“

“That’s it?”

“Yes, unfortunately we need to stop it right here for today. We actually went about an half hour over…..”

That’s it? You have to wait another week to talk to them again, to get this shit fixed? To get yourself fixed

It can’t be, you spend more time with the monster more then with this therapist.

Fuck- you spent precious time talking about dead people then what’s actually going on, you made absolutely zero progress-

You felt a something come to up you shoulder, and thanks to you military training coughtraumacoughalmostdyingcough you quickly grabbed their wrist in a attempt to subdue them. Thankful your sense comes back before you put them in a headlock.

But you don’t let go

“No no, it can’t be over. We didn’t even do ANYTHING?!”

The therapist, who now looked at you calmly for someone who’s wrist will surely bruise for how tight the hold is said “Well thats how introduction sessions go. And I don’t want to overwhelm you with-“

“I’m ALREADY overwhelmed. I’m trying to get my life together, trying to get my SHIT together before they send me off to god-knows-where psych ward and replace me with that sonofabitch”

“Replace you?”

“YES, that why I need you to fix me, goddamn it-“

“______, I can’t fix you”

And that’s all folks <3 it’s currently 1 in the morning for me and I don’t want to talk myself out of sending this nor proof-reading this. So cliffhanger it is

Oh and I frequently chew on paper cause I like the way it feels chewing on it in the back of my teeth but hate spitting it out so I just swallow it, since we’re sharing with the class

OH MY GOOOOOOOD THIS IS AMAZING! THIS IS SO GOOD I CAN 102902202 PERCENT SEE BIRDY FLIPPING THE FUCK OUT DURING THERAPY LIKE ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS FIX ME MOTHERFUCKER

AND THE THERAPIST IS LIKE 2 SECONDS AWAY FROM PUTTING HER INTO A PSYCH WARD

Also

STOP EATING RANDOM SHIT

[jasperakalucy]

lucy rambles about rtumblr lore hour lets go

froge and pleafy, dynamic duo, too curious for their own good, getting into shit. somehow latched onto aamit which is weirdly sweet, despite the mental anguish it must cause hhhhhhhim, it’s he/they, i mean he’s he they he uses

i am good at pronouns because i know words and have memory

its weirdly sweet, because he’s become very dad to them and like aamit may have had to do the same to fluffy in the past, fluffy’s now kinda... grown up 🥺 so aamit got a bit of a vacation but also might’ve been a bit lonely (definitely wasn’t just enjoying finally relaxing for even a second) and now has two beautiful horrible children

and fluffy and cupcler his previous children are very. well they’re fine i think. fluffy still needs therapy but see their last appointment, they actually got something out of it and in a SEMI NORMAL WAY too! look at that growth! they went and apologized, and yes they still have some deep seated issues but i really think they’re gonna need like, DBT and EMDR and every other thing in the book maybe but they’re slightly more functional and i’m proud of them! i wish i knew where the trust issues came from, ugh psych brain kicking in but boy do i WANT to therapy them and they do not want that from me 😔 anyway

cupcler is fine i have no notes on that wretched beast except i might draw him with hips because pleafy dared me. oh and body pillows “count as cups” and that’s been on my mind for hours

there was another part of this post but i got too personal so it got put in the google document of shame

anyway the layers of connections between you fuckers sometimes. the relationships you have from, evil scientists and their tired father, two best friends who don’t trust each other, a lover and a manipulator, a ghost and a manipulator, an ai and a manipulator, siblings who are not siblings but i see them as siblings and one is running toward their own destruction but which one is it actually? and being alone, an unfamiliar place. and your best friend needs time off and she adopted a kid so now you’re its uncle, and really they both needed a shoulder to cry on, don’t we all? and here i am, wondering if i fit in, and i hum to myself because i think the strongest current perception of me is in fact, weakness-

:)

[missingn000]

Just finished reading chapter 40✨️I have so many thoughts about it so I'll try (and fail) to get them somewhat in order...

1) The fact that Kenjaku decided to monologue to his ex-father-in-law-whose-son-he-murdered about his evil plan and motivations is very pathetic? Like, I never thought I could have less respect for him, yet here we are. Way to prove you have a grand total of 0 friends, my dude. On the other hand, I like what you did with his motivation, it's very interesting to see how his goal clashes with the themes of the story.

2) Sukuna is here!🎉🎉🎉I like how the first thing he does is torment two 10 year olds... what a weird individual. He's so horrible can't believe Wasuke's last words were about his ass and how he needs help😔. I hope he gets it and it's as annoying for him as it is for everyone that has to give it to him (Perhaps even more so). Also, Kenjaku really took a look at Sukuna, minding his own business for the first and last time in his cursed life, and was like "wow, I am gonna ruin this dude's life in ways that haven't even been invented yet".

3) Poor Getou... he finally started to get better and repair his relationship with his son and now this happens.😔Like, he was going to go meet his friends and husband for 5 minutes.✨️ He bought the book!✨️ He was doing so well... I hope he survives and moves past this. At least he managed to ruin Kashimo's day as much as his own day was ruined so he didn't take only L's.

4)Poor Yuuji and Toge... No one in this chapter is having fun except Kenjaku, Sukuna and maybe Mahito. The kids don't deserve this at all... it's not like they're much older in canon, but at least they're not 10. Like, why are a bunch of 1000+ year olds picking on children? I hope Toge survives. I bet Sukuna will be very annoyed once a 10 year old manages to supress him.

5)I love how Kenjaku decided that Mahito showing that he cares about Kashimo even a little bit is not proof that his dumb plan is doomed to fail in the most thematically relevant way possible, but some sort of what? fluke? He really doesn't want to see anything that disproves his point...

Sukuna is a curse, first and foremost, so it’s not even possible. It’s a bit odd that Mahito is showing signs of reciprocating his partner’s strange sense of protectiveness, but that’s neither here nor there.

Anyway, the chapter was really great!✨️I am sad that Wasuke had to die, it's horrible that it happened on Yuuji's birthday, but at least he had time to warn him. I hope Yuuji will stay string and remember his words.

✨️💖✨️

HIII oh i am so thrilled you liked the chapter! or at least that it emotionally throttled you for about 14k words. you're so right, kenjaku has 0 friends and no one likes him. he really went on a whole ass villain monologue to the dude he just poisoned solely because no one knew of his ~true nefariousness~ and that was unacceptable to him. lame ass ignored direct evidence against his plans because he became so sure of himself. that said, his goals were fun to come up with, and i'm super happy you also think they're interesting!!

SUKUNAAAA<3333 my weird individual. yeah, genuinely crazy wasuke's last words were unknowingly telling yuuji to please help the psychotic demon soon to be possessing him. mans needs therapy so bad and instead he has a 10 year old that was perfectly crafted by kenjaku to remind him of how his soul was broken. he needs a hug. but not before getting decked in the face many times for all the shit he's pulled over the last few centuries

ahh getou...sadness. he really got emotionally wrecked and now he has to go fight sukuna in the body of his friend's kid? he cannot catch a fucking break. neither can nanami. anyone, really.

how is this a fix-it fic again?

[ffriluftslivv]

hello hello!!!💛💛

My dear Luuu how are you?? Tell me something great, I hope you're having fun! :))

I am doing kinda good actually, I DID have ✨️the maturità✨️ like you said when we last talked and it went so amazingly I cried so much, so yeah sono matura ora ihihihi

but girl, let's gossip cause we need to catch 👏🏻 up 👏🏻 (this is very long, bare with me please)

so do you remember why I started writing to you in the first place? Because of that friend of mine (let's call her G) who was growing distant and I wanted to give her a gift so I made her a CD, great.

(This was so long ago and I'm so grateful for all your sweet words through the years, I will say that forever THANK YOU‼️😭)

That also means that I don't remember at all what I've told you soo quick context: G has always been great but we always knew (we as in me and my best friend let's call her M) that she struggled a lot with mental health, we always tried to support her in any way so when she started drifting away we told her that it was okay to take some time for herself "just let us know if we have done something that hurt you, we love you, take care of yourself" all of that. And after that it was complete radio silence for like 4 years I think (except for one time 3 years ago we all met then she texted us, it's not that important and I don't even know how to explain it but it was the last time we talked).

Me and M have thought about G basically every day since then, you know when they say "a girl's roman empire is her ex best friend" exactly that, so she was always on our minds, sometimes in a negative way, because she never explained what actually happened, she just vanished and we just assumed (this was the quick context, god I'm so sorry).

AND THEN YOU WANNA KNOW WHAT HAPPENED?? Almost two months ago I receive this message from an unknown number and the first line reads: "Hi *my name*, this is G".

My heart was beating so fast you don't even know. She basically said that she's sorry for treating us badly, we didn't deserve that and some very sweet and appreciated stuff. But do you wanna know why she only texted me now? Because she said that she opened the CD that. day. JULY 2024. Girl I was c r y i n g. I don't know, this is very dramatic, I know I am, it's not that I'm angry at her for not opening it sooner it's just that the message completely changed all of my ideas and assumptions about her. I replied apologising as well, she replied back, done. This is (I HOPE) the end of all that but it was the weirdest day and I thought I should let you know because we wouldn't be here in the first place, so I guess thank you G for this ahahah

Again I'm really sorry😫 I don't possess the skill of summarising (this isn't even all of it so I guess I do to some degree ahaha), I hope you understand what I'm trying to say, the thoughts are many and confusing. I definitely have regrets about my past behaviour, I tried my best and maybe it wasn't enough I have to accept that, but I definitely grew a lot.

(Also if you are wondering, M is the one I thought I had a crush on, that one ahahah. About that, let's just erase it from our memory it was not a crush, it was something strange that I don't want to remember lol. Still don't know if I like girls tho😔)

I just felt like I went to therapy oh my, I'm sending you everything you want for compensation🙏 if you want to tell me some long gossip I am all ears ofc (the rumours are true, sono una pettegola)

I love you so so much, hugging you a lot and wishing you the best months!!😘😘✨️🌻💕💞💗

-toothless🙃

hiii omg!!! you sent me this such a long time ago, I'm so sorry it took so long for me to respond 🥹

i just came back from the sea after spending a few days there, and the weather blessed me with some beautiful sunny days😽 i spent 5/6 days in the same place i went to in August for the summer holidays, and I was missing it so badly that I needed to go back for a few days in September, after finishing my uni exams (which, btw, went extremely well, im very proud of myself☺️)

I had such a great summer full of new and exciting experiences, I am so so happy but at the same nostalgic that summer has already come to an end🥲

omg I'm so happy for you!!! let me know if you're planning to start uni, I'm really curious 😽 I cried after my high school exam too!! it was such a relief to leave that room knowing that I was freeeee!!

I'm truly sorry because I really couldn’t remember why you started writing to me in the first place but it's been so long and im so happy to have a pen-pal here on tumblr!! it's actually kinda crazy if we think about how many years have passed🤭

omg that's crazy!! I always think about how all of our life events are tied with one another in some way and this is truly the demonstration🤯 it must have been nice for the both of you to clear things up after such a long time! I'm very happy for you and your friend, whom I hope is doing well now🥰

it's okay! you don't have to pressure yourself into discovering what you like. you'll eventually have your experiences in life and you'll be able to understand what's for your and what is not, trust me 😚

just to be quick, I do have some gossip🤭 I met a guy this summer and let me tell you, I felt like the main character of a summer love story!!!! (he is also one of the reasons why I went back to the sea for the past few days hehe) he is just so thoughtful, funny, empathetic, intelligent just a man written by a woman, really. he's very attractive and very tall, too🤭🤭🤭🤭 he cooked for me, he brought me on his scooter, he helped me with grocery shopping, he took me to see the sunset while having aperitivo and so many more amazing things😭 I literally cannot believe I experienced all of this, it was truly a man sent by heaven, I have no other explanations🥹 unfortunately it cannot be ~more~ than a summer romance since we don't live in the same region, but I'm so glad to have met him, he's truly a gem ☺️

ily too!!! I hope you had an amazing well-deserved summer😚😚💌

[giselberts]

HI i'm going to ramble about a little brainworm thing heehee

it's based on this stupid little dream i had about barbie 12 dancing princesses but my brain made it into its own thing which i think is just a more adult/serious version of it and it was kind of cool which is why it lives on in my brain ANYWAYS

there's 16 princesses this time (and maybe even a 17th one on the way) and the king just fucks. a lot. homie went through 3-4 wives at least i'd say?? he's chill with his daughters and encourages them to do their own thing, but deep inside he's absolutely seething and crying because he's got no son. he's very mildly coping with that by being happy his own eldest daughters have sons of their own but he hates their husbands too. he should go to therapy i think

the princesses all have their own little talent thing going on, like in the barbie movie, but they mostly keep themselves in groups divided by whoever they have in common as their mom. they have no names yet i just give them letters heehee :) they go from A to P

the first batch of princesses (B to E) are all married off, living their own lives with their own kids and shit, which makes A very lonely since her closest sisters are away and she sees how much she's missing out on since she got in an accident when she was 12ish which killed her mom too, and has had fucked up health ever since, which makes her definitely not the most eligible bachelor in town despite of who she is 😔 instead she just… mildly takes care of her other sisters and makes sure they don't grow up all fucked up from how the royal court treats them

the eldest daugther (F) from the second batch of kids has unrequited beef with ms A for no reason at all. she's jsut a little hater but also she's 17 i think you're legally required to be a hater at that age. ok i lied there's a reason as to why she's a hater, and it's bc A kind of babies her sisters?? which is for a valid reason (the accident she almost got killed in + knows how ruthless the court can be), but A refuses to elaborate on that because she doesn't believe in clear communication and would rather die than sit down and have a conversation (/hj on that, she just doesn't want to relive the accident by speaking abt it)(she should go to therapy) with her younger sisters. her bodyguard that she definitely doesn't have a mutual crush on is okay though he should be paid extra for being her therapist.

F also lowkey manages to rally her other sisters (G to N, the last two are too young) to be against A, but in more subtle ways. A doesn't notice because she's too used to being gossiped about to care which pisses off the other sisters 😭

one of the themes i really want to explore in this lil world is parentification of siblings/eldest daughter syndrome + sibling dynamics + personal identit!! for personal identity it's more of a "i am a member of a royal family, i am expected to act this way and do these things in a very precise order but i am not allowed to explore who i am outside of these things" aspect of things + "i am surrounded by sisters who all have found their own interest that makes them unique, how do i find the one interest that sets me apart" (though that one would apply more to the youngest princesses, who are a bit too young to be affected by that first part of personal identity)

i am so normal abt this. if you ever ask me anything about this i will kill for you

[raksh-writes]

<beware, self reflection post incoming>

So. This year has been a tough one.

Feels like it has been tougher than all of those before, ngl, but it's hard to tell how much of it is skeved memory and how much just how strong those feelings are today. But it has been an awful year -- the first half was kind of alright, but the second? Yeah, everything went downhill there.

I slid into one of the worst depression holes ever. I quit my job two months ago, because it has been contributing strongly to that, but remained unemployed and stressed out of my mind because of that and feeling completely listless since. Unmoored. With no purpose whatsoever. It's... not a good place to be. On top of that, I got real sick with covid this week and barely started feeling somewhat better today. Guess it's a suficiently shitty end to an awful year, huh? What hurts, too, is the heart breaking writer's block I got in that second half of the year too.

I wrote barely anything this year, posted even less. Got very disconnected from that part of myself that carried me through the rough times of the previous years -- and maybe that's why it feels worse than ever now, when I had at least that joy back then but it feels like it's been taken from me. It's... rough.

I've always been in the middle of something before too. Always going back to classes, to uni, got a job last year, but now? Well...

I did start taking steps to crawl back to life. Trying to at least. Baby steps.

So, I wanna make a list of those baby steps. The ones Ive already started taking, the ones Im gonna soon, the ones I wanna try to make. Make a path out of them, maybe. So:

Im back to therapy, that's good. Working through new and old stuff, it's definitely helping, but... there's a lot more to work through than I imagined. It's okay, though. I can already tell some of it helped, it's been a good helping hand in digging myself out of this hole - or at least starting to dig myself out.

Im also starting an internship at the job office on monday (hopefully most of my symptoms are gonna be gone by then 🤞). It's a 6 months one, not as well paid as a full job, of course, but it's experience, it's a start, and I can always search for smth different in the meantime. And it's stability a dearly need.

I want to go back to studying too. I found I miss it a lot, having that goal, broadening my mind, etc. I wanna sign for some post-diploma library studies classes in the city where I intern, near where I live. It might not open up, but if it doesn’t, I think I'll try going back for actual Masters. It's something Im actually sort of looking forward too, even if it makes me a lil' anxious.

Been idly thinking about maybe going back to the city. Trying to live on my own again. Study, find a job to pay for it. Might not be quite possible, though, with prices of pretty much everything going up to 3x what they were and still going up. It's an idea for the later part of the year, though, if Id actually try going for it.

Maybe the most obvious one -- I want to write again. And post, too. I miss interacting with readers. Seeing that someone Gets it. That it brings people joy. I miss it a lot. These last months, even if I managed to write a little, I didn't even had the drive to post. No drive for anything, really. Feels like death to a creative soul 😔 So I want to write. And I want to share it. Im still thinking of my Beauty and the Beast Voiles AU -- I have a couple chapters of it done, maybe I could start posting and see where it goes, even if I dont manage to finish it? Then I got obsessed with VegasPete, an amazing ship I recommend to all that like Voiles or just enemies to lovers! I even managed to write some lil bits of them, some I Could post even, but I can’t get myself to... maybe it's a goal for the near future. To break through that block and engage with new fandom beyond just reading and commenting, but trying to contribute some of my own. It's scary, but it might do me good? It'd be nice..

I want to try and do more typesetting this year too, and properly, since Ive been thinking I could maybe do it part time in the future, do a project here and there, but for that I'd have to polish up my skills. Maybe do some smaller projects, that wont take me months to finish like the fics I did lately.

Have my eyes peeled for opportunities and have the courage to reach for them. I want to do library studies and Id love to work in a library one day, but its hard to get into one, so I gotta have my eyes open for any possibility. Or working in a book store, Id love that too. Anything with books, tbh. So, be on the look out. And work on having the courage to reach for it and battling down my anxiety.

Go out and meet with friends I haven't seen in a long time. I think Ive isolated myself a bit too much this year and it definitely hasn’t helped. So I need to try more to get out of the easy, lazy way and go out to meet people.

And that's it, for now, I think. Goals for the new year? Maybe, but being in the place I am, baby steps feel better. Im sure Im not the only one that had an awful year and if you're reading this, feeling the same, I see you. Can’t promise it's gonna get better, but we gotta have hope and try taking those baby steps towards making it better. So, Im not gonna go into elaborate wishes, Im just gonna be simple.

I wish you all good health, because it's so important and yet we don’t appreciate it enough, and also wish all of us courage, especially those struggling. To reach for what we want. To reach for what we fear. To get out of our comfort zones, one baby step at a time. To put ourselves out there. To win over our anxieties. To live.

Im slowly, very slowly, trying to take those baby steps. To crawl back to life. It's hard. And slow. But I hope it's gonna be worth it. It's gotta be better than the misery of last months. So, that's what I hope for in the next year. Taking the baby steps to a better future.

Happy New Year, everyone, and I hope y'all have a lovely last day of 2022 💗

[mithrilbookofmystery]

WHAT DO YOU MEAN THE GAY FIREFIGHTERS AREN'T CANON!? AND WHAT DOES A COUCH HAVE TO DO WITH IT??? - from, an outsider who's invested but has no clue what's going on (P.S. I wish you the best with the rest of the season lol)

I MEAN THEY AREN'T CANON 😭 To be quite honest, and I hate to be the one to break this to you, but we don't even know for sure if they're gay 😔

But LONG(ish) story short(ish), there was a scene in the season opener where Buck (gay firefighter A - actually no wait gay firefighter B bc his name is Buck - aka the blond one, if you identify them through that) was complaining to Eddie (gay firefighter A, aka the dark haired one) that Bobby (their captain/also kinda Bucks father figure) wasn't thinking about naming Buck interm Captain while Bobby went on his belated honeymoon (he and his wife got married like 4 seasons ago I think but they've been, like, busy and shit rip in pieces) and he's complaining to Eddie whiLE HE MAKES EDDIE AND CHRISTOPHER (Eddie's son) (also somewhat Buck's son but if I went into that we'd be here literally all day) LASAGNA IN HIS APARTMENT and Chris says "maybe it's because you don't have a couch" while he looks pointedly back at where there is a large empty spot in Bucks living room where a couch should be because Chris is cheeky like that and we love him, and Buck's like "well my last two couches came with girlfriends" because this is true, and then Eddie goes "no, your last two girlfriends came with couches" because this is a much better way of putting things and Eddie's been going to therapy all last season so he knows how to do that now, and then Eddie goes "Taylor (Bucks last girlfriend) left four months ago, you could have replaced that couch by now" while fucking staring Buck down in the eyes in the soul and Buck goes "maybe I'm afraid of choosing the wrong one" and we're not talking about couches anymore we're talking about relationships. Got that? Good.

And then at the end of the episode, Bobby names Hen (who is the actual canon gay firefighter of the show and we do not talk about her enough we should all be talking about her more we love her we stan <3) as the temporary captain and then he goes to talk to Buck about it, and says that he didnt choose Buck because Buck doesn't have enough life experience, and Buck just kinda. Deflates. And goes "is this because I don't have a couch?" And Bobby is SO fucking confused by this god bless and says "Why don't you have a couch???" (as any normal person would ask) and meanwhile Buck is still in the relationship metaphor and goes "I'm afraid of making another mistake" bc Buck relationships are NOTORIOUSLY messy and Bobby sees what's going on because he always does and he talks about how Buck needs to learn to look at what he has in his life now and know that it's good, and he deserves to learn to settle. And then later, in the closing montage (except not bc theres a plot twist at the last second but its about other characters, you dont need to worry about that) there's a clip of Eddie and Chris playing a game together for like. Really no reason?? Like everyone else in the closing montage had Something going on in the episode that needed a few seconds of closure, they really didn't Need to cut back to Eddie and Chris but they did and anyways immediately after that it cuts to Buck as if he was looking at them, or at least he's looking at the table where Eddie and Chris were earlier, and he smiles, Bobby's words about seeing what you have in your life right now in front of you still ringing in our ears and I tell you I GASPED at Bucks little smile, ok? And then he picks up the armchair he's always had and moves it to where the couch used to be and sits down in it. Because he has what he needs right here.

And then another small thing: Buck canonically sleeps on Eddie's couch sometimes. He has done this multiple times in the past. He will likely do it again in the future and the second Eddie asks him to stay over is the day this fandom combusts and explodes

[prince-honeypaw]

may i request more baby shinsou or tamaki, with their mentors??

♡ The world needs more baby Tamaki and Dad Gum, and I am all too happy to supply it. I will admit that I had a lot of trouble with this one for some reason, but I hope you enjoy it nonetheless!

♡ Bonus Headcanon: Tamaki is adopted! He was passed around a few foster homes during his first year at UA before Taishiro took him on as an intern. The stress from being swapped from home to home did not work well with the stress of hero work, so Taishiro decided that Tamaki needed a solid and secure home life to truly thrive.

♡ So, Taishiro signed the papers and became Tamaki's legal guardian without a second thought.

♡ It was awfully surprising for Tamaki to be adopted by his mentor, but he'd be lying if he said that Taishiro was wrong. He was significantly less skittish in the field without worrying about where he'd be living in the next month or so.

♡ However, being in such close quarters did mean that Tamaki's new guardian quickly learned about just how deep the boy's anxiety went. He gladly sprung to get Tamaki into therapy and was abundantly supportive of any coping methods he wanted to try!

♡ Regression was just one of the few methods that really stuck for Tamaki, and far be it from Taishiro to stop him from doing whatever helped. In fact, he took on the transition from guardian to caregiver as easy as one, two, three!

♡ Taishiro has trouble leaving Tamaki at home alone even if he isn't supposed to have little time! The thought of him regressing alone is enough to make a grown man weep. But, Tamaki swears up and down that if he feels even a teeny bit small, he will call.

♡ Still, oftentimes this means that even if Tamaki is not supposed to be working that day, he may find himself at the agency with Taishiro.

♡ There is a playpen in Taishiro's office to contain Tamaki's baby crimes and keeping his sticky little hands secluded to only a portion of his wallpaper, but it does very little to keep other sidekicks from taking the baby out and unleashing him.

♡ But, really, Taishiro can't blame them. Normally Tamaki is 50% nervous and 50% tremble, so seeing him so playful and carefree is fun and exciting! And it's good for the little guy to get out and socialize while he's in the mood for it.

♡ Most of the time he does have to go recollect his kid because some sidekicks think that giving the baby with anxiety an iced coffee certainly is not a recipe for disaster. Tamaki's tremble stat went up to 75%.

♡ Baby Tamaki is also a firm believer of food (and drinks) tasting better if it is not his. Doesn't matter if the meals are exactly identical in every way, he believes it's more special when it is shared.

♡ And Taishiro is incredibly weak to this. He is not naturally weak by any means, but seeing those big ol' eyes just staring up at him and watching those ears perk up just makes it so easy to relinquish the first bite.

♡ Tamaki's cheerful purring almost makes it worth it.

♡ Taishiro feels like a true clown when his sidekicks inform him that they've just been pretending to eat the boy's own food so he thinks it's actually their's that he's partaking in.

♡ He's just a big sap that loves his skittish kiddo too much to think that maybe, just maybe, there was a work around this entire time. 😔